One Year Today
It's been exactly one year today. A year of disappointment, of fear, of desperation, of hopelessness, and so many more almost debilitating feelings and thoughts. But the start of this year is so different from where I am now. I may not look very different but Oh I am. ... I've traded in the feeling of unworthiness for the truth that I am enough and super valuable. That someone someday will see and understand me and want me forever, not just for a season. I've traded in the settling for what doesn't work for never settling and only accepting what I want and need from any relationship and I will reciprocate. Today I understand that there is always room for improvement in my life but my essence I will not change. Yes I can enhance my looks, my knowledge, my personality and outlook on life but I will still remain a quirky book-loving, easily distracted, loyal and easy to ge...
